Carpe Diem

Very few of us are what we seem
- Agatha Christie


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I shave my legs in winter. They look their smoothest when no one sees them. I encompass nervous energy and feel anxious when there is no need. I pack an umbrella in anticipation of rain, then the sun emerges and warms my toes. I miss you most when I can’t have you. I pine after things/people that have no desire for me. I dream for something, get it, and then feel content with what I’ve got. I smile when my insides feel liquified. I am bound by silence when angered, offended or intimidated; even though all I want to do is yell, and tell you my thoughts. I am in a rush and all I get is red lights. I want to talk to you and you go home. I fake smiles when unhappy; when my spirit is broken. I have no credit in emergencies. What bugs me the most is that when I need the friend you used to be, you change. When I finally find my feet, I feel my world flip upside down. I smile when I’m breaking inside, did anyone notice? Nope.

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