Carpe Diem

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It’s really odd to say that I have only 4 real days left of school, and even though I am leaving this chapter of life behind I just wanna hold on! I have no fear because I know we’re all going forward, I just, don’t welcome it (fully). My piggy bank is fat with coins (for once), and yet I have no money, my bin is full, and yet there is shit all over my floor, I welcome the warmth of your skin on mine more now than ever, and yet… No, there is no paradox to that. I welcome it, and want it exponentially. I find myself questioning, how even though these people around me have changed into adults over the last 8 months, we are still those same scraggly kids that we were 5 years ago, and even though I SEE NO CHANGE, I look over photos and wonder when the hell the transformation took place? I still come home to arguments, she still tries to wear the pants, I still feel the need to escape, and I can still feel that darkness inside of me that once, almost consumed me. I thought I expelled it along time ago. But it’s still there; the only difference is that I have control now. He tells me that it is a frightening magic, that’ll continually test, poke + make me stronger. Hopefully he’s right. One thing that hasn’t changed, is my want of perspective. I wanna know what you guys think. About everything. Do you feel the rage I feel, to the extent I do? Do you get a buzz from smelling toast in the mornings, from the warmth of the rain on your skin, from the way different combinations of words just go – in the same way that grapes taste amazing with crackers, that wine just goes with spaghetti? Does it annoy you when people don’t say what you know they’re thinking? Do you get goose bumps when he kisses you on the neck? Do you miss me when I’m not around, and would you miss me at all, if I wasn’t around to catch up with you – would it really make a difference? Does carl barron make you laugh so hard you can’t breathe? Do you care about others, or do you just salvage what you need? Do you wash your hair in the mornings, or at night? Does classical music irk you out, or does it make you croon with delight? What made you change, why why why are you so different now? There are too many questions! Haha but I will always want answers. Always always. No matter where I am. I hope you don’t forget me, I sure as hell won’t ever forget you guys.

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